In His perfect time

In His perfect time…

I am writing to you to let you know that I started talking to my husband about Jesus Christ. Some of you may not know that my husband doesn’t believe in God and His existence. It’s been a burden to me, especially now a days, the pandemic, the economic crisis and other worldly things that are happening around us. God is trying to tell us something. He loves us and that he wants to remind us about His existence.

I asked him if he has given any thoughts about what is happening around us. Is he worried? Or is he afraid? The world’s chaos is God’s revelation that he is coming soon.

1 The revelation from Jesus Christ, which God gave him to show his servants what must soon take place. He made it known by sending his angel to his servant John, 2 who testifies to everything he saw—that is, the word of God and the testimony of Jesus Christ. 3 Blessed is the one who reads aloud the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because the time is near. Revelation 1:1-3
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I told him about my ongoing burden knowing that he doesn’t believe in God is something that I wanted to talk to him about. I started telling him how important he is to me. We hardly say the words I love you, but this time I told him and how much I care about him. Tears started coming down my eyes. He said, I am who I am and I hope you respect that. I can not believe on something that is just man made stories. The bible is written by people who are just story tellers like writing a movie or a novel.

His statement was so strong, I can’t hardly breath when I heard it. I have no words but to tell him to remember this day when I tried to tell you. I may not be a perfect wife, I don’t want to be accountable, and I may not be the one to bring you to Christ, but I will continue to pray. I know that you will receive salvation, in God’s grace and in His perfect timing.

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Love is patient, love is kind.
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October 12, 2014, when I knew that my life will change forever. He has the sweetest and mellow voice. I was imagining what he would look like and trying really hard not to sound so nervous on the phone. I hope that he will not notice my manly voice. We talked for hours. I have this constant reminder in my mind to change the tone of my voice; make it a little sweeter, a pitch higher, laugh cuter and not to sound like cookie monster from Sesame Street. We decided to meet at a local restaurant and the rest is history.

It is a constant struggle as I wrestle with my conscience that I am with this awesome guy who doesn’t believe in God. I never thought that as a Christian woman, who strongly believe in God and Jesus Christ, that I will be married to an atheist. Pray for me.

September 1. The wife of an unbeliever

“John 1:4 The Word gave life to everything that was created and his life brought light to everyone.”

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Wife of an Unbeliever

Does miracle still exist? How will I tell him that our God is real? Will he ever believe?

I truly believe that God exists and that he created everything! Today, my husband and I had an awesome day as always. We may have disagreement here and there, but we always catch ourselves doing it, so we will just stop. Let the time passes and cool off so we will not argue anymore. It is a perfect couple’s world. But somehow, there is this voice that constantly whispering to me, ‘he is not a Christian…’ Would this be the voice of God, telling me to stop what I am doing and pray for his salvation? Is it my angel’s voice, who is reminding me to pray for my husband? Am I the only one who has this problem?

“Praise the Lord, my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name. Praise the Lord, my soul, and forget not all his benefits—Psalm 103:1-2 NIV”

I struggle feeling disengaged from church, from praise and worship, and from the pastor’s sermon, especially, when the weekend is here. Every Sunday I think about going to church, or watch Charles Stanley.

This is the first post on my new blog. I’m just getting this new blog going, so stay tuned for more. Subscribe below to get notified when I post new updates.

Joyful Wife

A wife of noble character is her husband’s crown, but a disgraceful wife is like decay in his bones. Proverbs 12:4

I am a Christian, but I am not a perfect Christian. I am a wife, who loves her husband and would do almost everything for him. Not everything, but almost. Let’s be honest, sometimes we don’t feel like doing everything for him, right? Especially, when things are not going to as planned and when we are not happy with him.

Why did I start this blog?

I have been contemplating about this idea for quite some time now. I am a Christian, married to a non-believer. I wanted to share our married life to those of you who are in the same situation as I am. I know God has a huge plan in our life.
I started writing to help me stay focus. I know God has a purpose in my life, but I am still trying to figure that out. With you in my side, hopefully, it will help me become a strong Christian, a noble wife, a good friend and a woman.
Most importantly, to pray for our spouse who do not believe that there is a God who loves them unconditionally.

Before I continue this blog here are the things that I wanted you know;

Why are you blogging publicly, rather than keeping a personal journal?
- I needed a huge support group.
What topics do you think you’ll write about?
- As a wife, a christian, a woman and a friend, I would love to share to you my joy, my struggle, heartaches, laughter, failures and my accomplishment. Not to be embarrass or to be proud, but to learn, to motivate, to inform, to encourage and to accept, whether our shortcoming, our success, and our blessings in life.
Who would you love to connect with via your blog?
- I would love for all of you, wives, mothers, friends, husbands, fathers and even grandmas and grandpas out there to share your thoughts and experience.
If you blog successfully throughout the next year, what would you hope to have accomplished?
- The goal of this blog is to spread the word of God, His awesomeness, His love for everyone, His grace, His kindness, His forgiveness and most especially Salvation, that He gave His only son Jesus Christ. To share to our love ones who do not believe, to be the light that our Lord wants us to be. To be the Joyous wife no matter where life takes us.
I love you all!!!

Love, Love, Love by Len Evans. A pastor discovers why Jesus’ command to love one another is the foundation for fruitful Christian living in the power of the Holy Spirit.